My innocent virgin ex GF got fucked by

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So this is a more sincere sharing, most likely it's boring.


#6 and I stayed married for a long time now, when we first got married, it was because I as getting old, she was getting her version of old for kids. It's like at the end of the game of musical chairs, we were one of the rare few similar in financial, emotional and 'un innocent' status left standing.

I knew I wasn't marrying her for a sacred and faithful marriage, I married her so I won't be alone, and I always knew and felt she is doing the same thing too. I would never be her first choice, she would probably make my top 10 (if she had been all innocent without a troubled past, but definitely my top 2 to marry BECAUSE of her troubled past, I get to enjoy my STAG fetish perks)

Even up until our wedding ceremony, the months and weeks leading up to it , we weren't always knowing where each other were... I had my conquests to finish, I also had my suspicions who she was with and what they were doing... I never knew the full details, don't ask, don't need to know, just the thoughts and suspicions of her having a lover outside kept my lust for her at the max always. It didn't make me love her deeply, but the lust and need for #6 will always be strong.

She probably enjoyed the freedom I gave her, we were now going to be tied down with marriage, but she continued to have her freedom and she could tell, I'd never leave her or demand her for myself and get all emotional about it.

When i happened to see her second wedding gown, a simple cheong sam, had to be urgently replaced last minute, I saw that the original grey elegant piece had been ripped and loosen, I more or less knew she was fucking my best buddy, her former lover, and knew probably the love of her life, until the wedding, so they can have no regrets. he probably wants her to have a faithful marriage with me thereafter... but can't let go of his own lust for her despite him loving me as a buddy very much. He's someone I know who'd lend me any amount he can spare, no matter the sum, and it's not because he's has a lot of money. (LIKE TV DRAMA, REAL?)

The replacement cheongsam looked and was exactly those that were off the shelves, people probably assumed she was frugal, but it did draw some gossip, why she dressed so simple and unceremoniously for her own wedding. It wasn't a disaster, but it was what it was.

We did give normal marriage a try.. over a few months. I've never felt BORED AS FUCK. she grew damn fat, ate a lot... finally, she got pregnant despite the oods... she did a test while she was with raj and it wasn't good.

but fate had it's hand... we lost the fetus after enough months to feel something about it...

not being able to take being stuck in this loveless, and basic attraction less marriage, we really avoided each other and returned to our ways.. she ate even lesser than she did in the past, became so skinny I had no feeling for her. I'm fat and ugly, and she was never really attracted to my looks also.

almost a year went by.... of us just seeing each other lesser than a week per month, despite living in the same house, she'd stay at her condo most nights.. then... she came to me to tell me she was pregnant.

We both knew to 99% confidence, not mine. because the only rare times we fuck were either i had a dry spell, and saw an indian who resembled raj or something, and it turned my lust on for her again.. I'd text her and she'd accede to let me F her, but I barely made requests. She was always nice to me that way.

but we both just silently somehow knew, it's ok. She could see I was ok, and just grateful... the words divorce or paternity test were never even mentioned, let alone thought of.

The baby came out, skin super fair, knew definitely wasn't mine. but #6 could see it didn't bother me at all. The only moral implication here was, not letting the original father know that he has a kid here. but it was the least of our concerns.

her eating became normal again, I was more attracted to her. we spent more time together, but once we were more settled in and hired help, less tired. we resumed our ways, but it was more of a marriage now.... and then we had our second kid..... and then more?..(not sharing how many kids we have as her brother in law may figure this story out) it was just very lucky. but we two were just too tainted to be built for a faithful and innocent marriage.

I never asked her about her past... the details about her and raj and L and everyone else... only until when Covid came... marriage life became so mundane.... we got really bored. I started to write about what I knew, she read and her past started to become interesting to her again... she started sharing more and more with me...

What actually did happen..

why...

who... and who... and who... and who....

so many but she can only reveal a bit by bit, because of her own pride as well....

so that is how I got to know more and more over time. it's only until months ago then I think I finally know the truth about her entire history, rough 95% plus minus for correction biasness of her own recounts.




Would I marry her back then if I knew her entire past? I cannot say a for sure no, because I'm equally messed up myself, I'm not like most of you who want a normal married life and then go for massage outside if wife don't give.

I wanted to win, I want to show I'm better, and 'cooler', the deep seated issue in me, and show that even though I'm fat and ugly, I am cooler. So that was my issue, stopping me from wanting a normal and clean marriage.





If time persists, I may do a reboot. SBF Universe studios. LOL.


Also to be clear, #6 isn't hot or pretty.. mostly single until 28 years old...

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