An Affair with an older married lady... and the aftermath...

[owlette]

Have to thank bro Shrouded for engaging in responding to our discussions on the thread.

I personally dont think you should go around fucking someone else just to "make Jasmine jealous". This constant "one up-ing" isn't healthy for any kind of relationship.

I do think its a huge problem that Jasmine didn't share her plans to travel with you. Whether it was related to her divorce or whatever, i think a little heads up was common courtesy. Even though you guys aren't "officially" together. There is a expectation of some semblance of "you are mine and i am yours".

And i believe she understands you enough to know that her sudden disappearance may throw you into a whirlpool of overthinking and feelings of emptiness. Much like how Ann used to disappear from time to time. I dont think its healthy in the long run regardless of what sort of relationship you want to pursue with her.

Also, i think to sum up, bro Shrouded clearly has an inferiority complex. Due to supposed dick size and being overly average in general.

I can only advise bro Shrouded to think of it another way.

We may be overly average, in terms of looks, in terms of dick size but there are people who have micro penises the size of a pinky/toe. I'm sure you would rather be Average Joe than a dude with a micro penis. Maybe shifting your self loathing towards such thoughts will help alittle with overall acceptance of being just average.

In context, i'm roughly around the 6in mark and i feel that its just average. though whenever i visit fls, i face the issues of them complaining its too big and not allowing me to do certain positions as they say it'll hurt them soooo its very hard to find a "suitable candidate" as well

[Shrouded]

Shirlyn called me into the office just before the end of the work day.

S: You're going drinking with Rebecca tonight?

Me: Yes?

S: Why?

Me: Why not?

S: Are you going to sleep with her?

Me: Are you asking as a superior or as a partner?

S: Am I even your partner?

Me: Not really.

S: Then I'm asking as a superior.

Me: What's the issue?

S: Nothing. Just need to remind you of the boundaries.

Me: What boundaries? I've even slept with you!

S: That's not what I meant. You know her character. She'll announce to the whole world if you sleep with her.

Me: And?

S: You're reputation? Don't you care about it?

Me: Do I even have a reputation that I should care about?

S: Up to you then.

Me: Are you jealous?

S: No? Why should I be? I've got a hot date tonight.

Me: Really?

S: Fine. Not a date. Just meeting my guy.

Me: Ah. That's good.

S: Why?

Me: You're having sex right?

S: So? It's just sex. Good way to destress.

Me: It is.

S: Are you stressed?

Me: A little?

S: Then are you sleeping with Rebecca?

Me: No. Why does everyone assume I'm going to? Same case with June. I only had dinner with her.

S: And I thought 3 of us would be good enough for you.

Me: Wow. What's this. You are jealous.

S: Maybe a little. I'd rather be with you than my guy.

Me: Want me to cancel on Rebecca?

S: No. I'm getting good sex tonight.

Me: You don't get good sex with me?

S: Of course I do. But you're different. You make me fall for you with the things you do. This guy just fucks. Hard. You… make love?

Me: That sounds like it comes from 50 shades of grey.

S: Yeah yeah. Wondering where his red room is.

Me: I can really cancel on her you know.

S: No. I want to meet him. It's been quite sometime I've had a good fuck. Not that yours aren't good… but…

Me: I understand la.

S: Whatever it is, just make sure you and Rebecca are nowhere near Kovan 81 tonight.

Me: Don't think she wants durians. But sure. Thought you'd avoid that place though.

S: No choice. It's the nearest to our respective houses.

Me: Book a better hotel?

S: Crazy. He's not you. Why do I want to spend the extra money.

Me: I seem to recall you booking one recently.

S: Ya. Big mistake. He only wants quickies. You mean if I booked a better hotel you'll come over after that?

Me: We have to work tomorrow.

S: See. No point. Just make sure Rebecca isn't in that area.

Me: Ok.

I left her office and found Rebecca waiting for me.

R: Still on right?

Me: Yes?

R: Good. I'm so fucking horny after my waxing.

Me: What? I said drinks, nothing else.

R: Oh come on! Which guy would go out and drink with a girl and not expect to bring her home?

Me: Me?

R: I'm fucking sure you're gay now.

Me: Just because I won't sleep with you?

R: I could probably be naked and trying to seduce you and you'd just be lying there like a block of wood.

Me: Haha. Maybe.

R: Should I invite Ken then? He's a guy. Maybe you like his ass.

Me: What the fuck.

R: Eh…. Let's go have durians at Kovan instead! Maybe can catch Ken and Cheryl.

Me: Whatever for.

R: There's a hotel 81 what. I saw them go in last time.

Her plan wasn't good. I needed a way to distract her from that area otherwise there was a very good chance that she might see Shirlyn and whoever her FWB was. While I was curious to find out as well, somehow I felt it was necessary to protect her privacy.

Me: I'd rather go to your house than go to a hotel 81.

R: Excellent idea.

It was a trap and I almost fell into it.

Me: I meant as an alternative. And I don't eat durians.

R: Really?

Me: You're just finding some excuse to get me into bed for whatever reason.

R: Yup.

Me: I'm not going to sleep with you.

R: Argh..

Me: Didn't I introduce Darren to you?

R: You did.

Me: And?

R: He cums so fast.

Me: And he recovers fast too.

R: He does.. but- Wait. How would you know that?

Me: Oh. I assumed.

R: You're lying.

Me: Fine. I had a threesome with him before.

R: Hahahaha! So you aren't gay?

Me: You just assumed I was.

R: Wait. Was it a gay thing anyway. Did he fuck your ass?

Me: No it wasn't and he didn't.

R: Fuck. I didn't know you're this kinky and open.

Me: It was a long time ago.

R: Wanna a have threesome instead?

Me: No?

R: I'll call Darren now. See if he's free.

Me: I don't want a threesome.

R: What if I call another girl? Or you ask that busty chick you were with yesterday.

Me: Have you gone crazy?

R: No. But I'm getting very excited now.

Me: Please. We're just drinking. Hanging out. Nothing more. No durians, no hotels.

R: Such a killjoy.

Me: Have you thought about where you want to go yet?

R: I want to skip the drinking and go straight to fucking.

Me: You're nuts.

R: And very very horny. Thanks to you.

Me: What did I do?

R: Oh yeah. You didn't do anything. I'm getting horny for no reason.

Me: If you want sex, I'm afraid you'll have to find someone else. I'll call Darren.

R: Argh. Ok. Fine. At least I know I'll get fucked.

I dropped Darren a text. He responded almost immediately.

D: Kinda impromptu but sure. Where?

I asked Rebecca.

Me: He's down. Where?

R: My place. Can you send me home?

Me: What? Now?

R: How soon can he be there?

Me: Probably half an hour.

R: Oh. Fantastic. We'll drink some other time.

Me: I'll think about it.

So I dropped Rebecca at her house and went straight home. Seemed like I managed to dodge an imaginary bullet there. Not that I was going to sleep with her, but who knows what might have happened if I did? Kate did warn me before that Rebecca could get sticky.

Wednesday was no different from any other day of the week, except Jasmine was back. She took a late flight back and arrived in the wee hours of the morning. She was still asleep when I left for work.

Midway through the day, Jasmine still had not shown up and I was wondering what was going on.

R: Wah so shiok. Can go overseas then straight away MC when she's back.

That was like one of the first times Rebecca didn't refer to Jasmine as "that bitch". She must have had a good night.

Me: Jasmine?

R: Who else? She just submitted her MC. 7 days somemore. Don't know who she fucked there and got covid.

Me: Hahaha. What?

R: Serious. She got covid.

Me: Oh.

I dropped her a text.

Me: Heard you got covid. Need anything?

J: Nah. I can order via Grab. Concentrate on your work.

Me: Ok.

I headed home after work and Jasmine had already put my stuff in Alicia's room, along with two bottles of Dettol spray with a note telling me to disinfect again.

I could hear her coughing badly inside the master bedroom.

I knocked on the door.

Me: You ok? Need any food?

J: Yeah I'm fine. Don't need anything.

Me: Ok. Don't disturb you then.

I went to shower and then checked out Grab and Shopee supermarket to see what I could get that might make her quarantine more tolerable.

I stocked up on lozenges, 100plus, coconut water, some canned/instant soups in case she got hungry and didn't want to order in.

I guess her quarantine would also be a good time for me to reflect on the relationship as well, but I wasn't about to head off on my own on some overseas trip. Not when I should hang around in case she needed me.

[sexcision]

Thanks for the update! Incase u are not aware, there is really no need for her to isolate coz u just recovered.

[bavocet]

Great thread, support!

[HardEnough]

Originally Posted by bavocet

Great thread, support!

Support here too as well

[ThatsAllFolks]

Do update again soon bro

[Shrouded]

While Jasmine isolated herself until the next Friday at the very least, I got busy doing my own things, which were basically just stoning in my room whenever I was home, in case Jasmine needed me for whatever reason. Yes, I was like a loyal dog whose probably didn't really care about. Unfortunately, her ART on Friday was still positive so she continued to quarantine herself.

Work was slowly getting back to normal after all the outstanding paperwork was cleared. Rebecca stopped bugging me to hang out with her somehow, I guess Darren reignited something in her that night. Shirlyn was also pretty busy preparing the quarterly reports for the boss, but suddenly fell ill on Thursday and was on MC for 2 days.

I mainly hung out with Kate, having lunch, and discussing whatever work related things we needed to discuss. Friday just before work Kate decided to check up on me further.

K: How's Jasmine?

Me: Sick?

K: I mean symptoms wise? Mild? Severe?

Me: Probably normal, if it was severe she'd be in the hospital.

K: And she's been hiding in her room ever since?

Me: Yup.

K: You know you probably won't catch it again this quickly right?

Me: Yeah. But I just respect her wishes.

K: Right… heard you didn't go home with Rebecca that day?

Me: Yup. I didn't.

K: She's been raving about Darren's cock all week.

Me: Good for her.

K: You missed your chance.

Me: I'm really not interested.

K: Yeah. I figured. How's life otherwise?

Me: Normal? I'm just on standby in case Jasmine needs anything.

K: Why? She's a grown woman.

Me: Why not? I live in the same house.

K: Silly. Just go out. Have fun. You have so many women to choose from.

Me: Technically so do you.

K: Haha! One is sick and one currently wants a big dick. My strap on is practically useless now.

Me: Oh right.

K: Anyway, I don't think Jasmine is into this for the long term. I'm just someone who happens to be here, happens to let her explore her sexuality.

Me: I see.

K: Seriously. It's not like we're going to get married or something.

Me: True.

K: Anyway, just live your life ok? Don't be so tied down to someone who isn't that ready to tie herself down again.

Me: Is there something you know that I don't?

K: Nah. Just stating observations.

Me: Ok.

That night I reached back and found a note on my door.

J: Thanks for being around. Sorry I didn't tell you I was going overseas. Sorry for being sick.

I knocked on her door but there was no response. I tried opening it but it was locked. Perhaps she was sleeping.

I had not had dinner yet so I headed to the coffeeshop and bumped into Nat.

N: Hey! I was just about to text you.

Me: Oh?

N: Erm yeah? It's Friday night…

Me: Where's Jason?

N: Cancelled on me. Apparently there's some flu bug going around? Jason says Crystal is sick, and he's not feeling too good herself.

Me: Covid? Jasmine's got covid.

N: Yeah I heard but nah. They're negative. Probably just the flu.

Me: Probably. Shirlyn is sick too. Maybe it's a new strain of covid. Haha.

N: Don't be an ass. If it was a new strain we'd hear about it on the news.

Me: True.

N: So… my place later?

Me: I guess so?

N: Great! See you there then.

I headed over to Nat's place after dinner. She was already waiting for me on the sofa in a nightgown.

Me: Can I shower first?

N: Go ahead.

She pointed towards the bathroom.

Me: Do you want to shower together?

N: Whatever for?

Me: Never mind.

N: Hahahahaha. I only want sex. There's no intimacy here. Don't need any, not gonna provide any.

I went to shower anyway. It was indeed kind of strange that I actually had my own towel in someone else's house.

Nat immediately ripped off the towel wrapped around my waist and slipped my cock into her mouth.

N: You can talk you know. I'll listen and try not to laugh.

Me: Very funny.

She got me to full hardness within a minute then pushed me onto the sofa, capped me and got on top, sliding it in.

N: Something's bothering you. I more or less know. But you need to say it.

Me: I'm fine.

N: You're obviously not fine. Your cocks fine though. That's a good thing. For me.

Me: Right.

N: So?

Me: So what?

N: Are you going to say what's bothering you.

Me: Well-

N: Hang on! I'm cumming!

She trembled as she rode herself to orgasm, rested for a second, then started again.

N: Ah. Ok. Carry on.

Me: I-

N: Oh god. Here it comes again!

Me: Someone's horny today.

She convulsed slightly more violently this time.

N: Your cock feels way harder today.

Me: You're cumming pretty fast too.

N: Yeah. holy shit!

She came again and collapsed onto me, catching her breath. With someone else, it was probably a sign to kiss them, but with Nat, I just let her lay her head on my shoulder.

N: Fuck you… why are you twitching??!!

Me: I'm not?

N: Argh….

In reality I was making my dick twitch on purpose.

She got off and sat next to me

N: Asshole. You know I'm easily aroused.

Me: I do.

N: So you gonna tell me what's wrong?

Me: I don't like this.

N: I know. What's new? You feel used. But you do it cos you wanna make Jasmine happy. Make me happy. Make the whole world happy.

Me: Something like that.

N: You know most guys will jump at the chance to have multiple partners just to brag to his friends about how alpha male he is?

Me: Not me.

N: Precisely. You're not even beta male. Whatever that means.

Me: It's just me.

N: You wanna make the whole world happy but you aren't happy. What's the point? When was the last time you actually did something for yourself? Or fucked someone hard because you felt the overwhelming desire to do so? And not because it makes them happy?

Me: Well… I did arouse Crystal just to show her it wasn't hard.

N: Did you fuck her because you wanted to?

Me: Not really.

N: See. I also recall you fucked me hard only when I asked you to.

Me: Well….

N: So it's just you. Your problems are created by your mindset.

Me: Well….

N: Until you change your mindset, you'll be like this.

Me: What about Jasmine?

N: What about her? She likes you. I can tell.

Me: And yet she disappeared again.

N: So what?

Me: What if she was with another guy?

N: Again. So what? I'm with you right now. Darren's happy that I'm happy.

Me: You and Darren are unique creatures.

N: You can get jealous over what Jasmine does, but deal with it. And be comforted that at the end of the day she's with you.

Me: I don't know that.

N: If you don't know that, and she doesn't know that, then maybe you two shouldn't be together in the first place. Have you talked to her about your relationship yet?

Me: Nope. Not exactly.

N: Then talk to her? Once you two know what you really want everything will be a lot easier.

Me: I hope so.

N: Not everyone can be like me and Darren. We have an understanding and acceptance. Once you get that with your partner, whoever it may be, you'll know that's who you wanna be with.

Me: We'll see.

N: Now… do you wanna cum?

Me: Nah. I'm good.

N: Hahaha. Then it's really just you allowing yourself to be used by anyone and everyone.

Me: I can live with that.

N: Hahahaha. So can I.

She ripped condom off my deflated cock.

N: And now I'm gonna suck you dry. Whether you like it or not.

She slipped me into her warm, wet mouth again. I tried to pull her up.

Me: You don't have to.

N: Shut up and just enjoy it.

She went back down and proceeded to suck the living daylights out of me.

[Venti0000]

Go for shirlyn !

[sexcision]

I feel u mark, the only thing u wanted is the feeling of being wanted and loved. Dispite the many sex partners, u are not getting any. Even the one u thought loved u are now having 2nd thoughts or at least that's what u are thinking.

U must be feeling lost and lonely now.

Today jas will be out of isolation. Hope u clear the air out with her once and for all.

[KiatWee]

Great stuff TS

[Shrouded]

I wanted to head home after being drained by Nat. While it was physically satisfying, it couldn't be said the same about my state of mind.

Somehow I bumped into Darren at the lift lobby downstairs.

D: Done already bro?

Me: Yeah.

D: Ah. Wanna have a drink?

Me: Now?

D: Why not?

Me: Just us?

D: And Nat? I'd call the guys and have an impromptu boys night but they all seem to be sick.

Me: There's only 2 other guys in our group. I know Jason is unwell. But EoS?

D: Apparently he's unwell too. I was kind of bored just now and wanted to catch up since he's sort of disappeared for awhile.

Me: Some flu bug I guess. According to Nat.

D: I was telling her maybe it's a new strain of covid. Haha.

Me: That's exactly what I said too.

D: Who knows. Tons of cases not reported these days. Mask optional. I'm sure there'll be some irresponsible people walking around.

Me: So coincidental that everyone we know is falling sick huh.

D: What do you mean?

Me: Jasmine, EoS, Shirlyn, Crystal and Jason.

D: Ah. I get it. Haha.

Me: In my mind Jasmine went overseas with EoS, got covid, then he got some mild strain, came back, passed it to Shirlyn and Crystal, and Crystal passed it to Jason.

D: You're too suspicious bro. But I like the way you think.

Me: Makes sense right?

D: Makes sense if he's even involved with any of them.

Me: He stopped denying his involvement. Haha.

D: I think he's just a convenient scapegoat. But I think he's changed.

Me: Maybe.

D: How come I'm not a suspect?

Me: Because you're definitely not Crystal's fwb. And without that link, the whole web is unraveled.

D: I think you should be writing thrillers instead. You really think too much. But haven't you talked to Jasmine yet?

Me: Nope.

D: You really should before jumping to conclusions. Anyway, how long are we going to stand here talking?

Me: Oh yeah. I'm good for a beer or something. Maybe some whisky.

Darren hit the lift button.

D: Let's go then.

We headed back up. Nat had already showered in the five minutes I was gone and was on the couch.

N: Back so fast?

Me: What? No… just gonna have a drink with Darren.

D: Oh. Don't let me stop you. In fact, I don't mind watching. Haha.

Me: What…

N: Eh. I'm seriously still horny.

Me: Nono. I'm just here for a drink. That's all.

D: Chill bro. I'll get the glasses. Whisky neat?

Me: With coke please.

D: I'm out of coke. How about green tea?

Me: Anything's fine.

Nat patted the seat next to her.

N: Sit…

Me: I'll sit somewhere else.

N: Why are you so scared? Haha.

Me: You've already drained me once today.

N: And I'm sure you can go again.

Me: I'm sure I can. But I don't want to.

N: You sure?

Me: Very sure.

N: Ok then. Good.

Me: Good?

N: At least you're sort of learning to put your foot down. In the past, your cock will probably already be in my mouth and you won't say anything.

Me: Ah. Ok.

Darren returned with the drinks.

Me: One drink and that's it ok?

D: Sure bro.

I took the glass, sipping slowly.

D: Anyway, don't think so much about your theory.

N: What theory?

D: He thinks EoS fucked Jasmine, then he fucked Shirlyn, then Crystal, that's why all are sick now.

N: Hahahaha! What? That's preposterous.

Me: It sounds logical.

N: Maybe you're right… After all, Shirlyn has been flirting on and off with him, Jasmine is curious, but Crystal?

Me: She did have a fwb but stopped when he got married couple of years back. And she did meet him again recently.

N: But EoS? Seriously?

Me: Who knows.

N: This is very juicy news.

D: Don't engage in gossip. EoS won't like that.

N: On the contrary, I think he thrives on such scandalous news.

Me: Really?

N: He was such a player. Leopards don't change their spots.

Me: I wouldn't know.

D: He was. I guess. But we all were.

Me: Well, he won't confirm it so I'll just continue to speculate.

We continued chatting and I had another drink. I randomly checked my phone and saw a telegram message from June.

J: Hey, you free? Can I meet you?

Me: Sure. I'm with Darren and Nat now.

J: Oh. It's ok then.

Me: What's up?

J: Just need someone to talk to. I met a guy from the forum. Was chatting quite a bit over private message.

Me: Oh? That's good right?

J: No. He sort of violated me.

Me: What?

J: Yeah. I'm a bit shaken now and I can't go home.

Me: You wanna come over? Or I'll go pick you?

J: Actually I drove. I'll head over. But I don't want to go up to their place.

Me: Ok. Text me when you're here.

I wondered what happened to June. No wonder she had not been active recently. I guess I would find out later.

[sexcision]

Well, this might be a sex forum but to actually violate a lady during a meet up....

[jamestan1]

No standard leh. Girl don't wanna give then violate. Throw us guys face

[84gunner]

Originally Posted by jamestan1

No standard leh. Girl don't wanna give then violate. Throw us guys face

Not surprising with sg gals or G7 countries' gals. They happy, then it's just a meet-up or a date. Not happy, then...

[BushTracker]

Aiyoh... cliffhanger..

Bro, dun be like Singapore legal and withhold name and identify of offender.. If they dare to do then should have balls to to face the music!

HAHAHA I think the person now panic liao.. will his identity be revealed? Staying tune for next instalment.